Question #1:

Do you think i should kill myself?

i have 1, maybe 2 friends. 1 lives in a different state, we rarely talk, and she would probably not notice at all.the other i only talk to on weekends, and before school about video-games, he thinks he knows me, but its only one side, and there is no way i can tell him about the other sides.
my siblings dont really like me, and i dont like them. i havent seen or talked to my dad since i was five. my mom might be the only one majorely affected.
those that would miss me would soon forget me.
no one seems to like me, and dont think about me if im not right in front of them.
im too shy to talk to anyone, and play hard to get when people talk to me. i dont want someone to be my friend if they just feel sorry for me. i want someone to be persistant, and take me out of my shell.
i always read, it is one way i experience things. i cant experience friendship, love, happiness, or even sadness like in books. i like reading, but i only read to take up time, i want someone who will take up that time.
i realize its a somewhat fictional fantasy, but fiction is all i know. i also realize that if i stopped reading, and talked to people, i would be happier, but i feel that if i do, i will be wasting their time. if someone wants to talk to me, they can come to me and talk, but i wont go to them if i feel like talking. they have other friends they would probably rather be with than me.
i wish i was born a girl, then i could look like i want to without people criticising me, i wouldnt have a man stink (i do not like it), i could grow my hair long, i could let my fingernails grow without others' comments that i should cut them, i wouldnt have genitals that annoy me, i could shave my body hair that i dont like, i probably wouldnt be a pervert (i dont want to be one, but i cant seem to control my thoughts about some sexual things)
But if i was a girl, id have to start likeing men, or become a lesbian. sure, girl on girl action might be hot, but i only think its hot because their is no peni* involved in their pleasure. lesbians are the same as gays, they like their own gender, and are often looked down upon in communities.
A sex change would turn me into a girl, but only physically, and the breasts would be implants, i think, and how would you tell your lover you had a sex change? or anyone else? theyd call you gay and shun you.
i dont like perverts, or violence. and most guys at my school are both. so there isnt anyone i would want to be around.
no one would miss me if i died, no one would show up at my funeral, no one would cry. (except my family, maybe)
i am indifferent about a lot of things. i dont care what people think of me, i only care about how they talk and act around me.
i dont care about my grades, or tests, or homework. it wont effect my life. of course, it could be im just taking them for granted, i do get good grades, but i have no motivation to get good grades. i dont get awards for good grades, no one congratulates me, i only get reactions for bad grades. and theyre not reactions i want.
i have nothing to care about.
i have so little friends, because i went to a private school in another city, so people around my beighborhood recognize me, but dont know me, they assume i have friends.
if anyone who doesnt want me to kill myself lives in Rock Falls, and wants to be friends, message me. unidentified0_0@yahoo.com
anyone saying i should die, can you tell me a way that costs nothing and is painless? i dont like pain.
im not seeking attention, i wanted to hear what and how people would respond to how i think.
i dont think im depressed, i dont feel hopelessnes, i do get happy, but i get happy and in a good mood when i read a funny or exciting book, and after i think that, i think of how sad and pathetic my life is.
i am a christian, i believe in jesus, but i hope im wrong, so that when i do die i dont go on for eternity worshipping God, living a repetitive life.
im not always considering suicide, i was in one of my more down moods when i wrote this, but my more positive moods arent much better, im mostly indifferent, i think
im not gay, just so you know
i dont get punished, i never really do anything. the reactions i dont like for the bad grades is just them asking why my grade was bad, and they might keep asking.
i do have hobbies, but the sport i like to play isnt in my school, and how can i make friends reading and playing video-games? most gamers in my school arent my kind of people
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Question #2:

Language homework help 8th grade?

Which sentence is the capitalized world used correctly?
1.
a. An admirer of the work of Mary Cassatt DISCERNED a fake listed as one of her impressionistic paintings at the audition.
b. Columbus DISCERNED American in 1492.
c.Sherlock Holmes's DISCERNMENT of hidden clues often dazzles his friend dr.watson a qualified doctor but an amateur sleuth.
d. We sometimes have trouble DISCERNING fact from fiction.

2.
a. Songs, folk plays, riddles, and games ABOUNDING in Spanish folklore have kept the spanish language alive in th american southwest.
b. Passenger pigeons, which ABOUNDED in the united states a century ago, are now extinct.
c. Varieties of tempting pastries ABOUNDED in the bakery window.
d. The Gobi Desert ABOUNDS with water.

3.
a. Ugly, smelly decay of plants and animals may seem ABHORRENCE, but it is in fact nature's effiacious process of recycling and revival.
b. The philosopher Spinoza observed, "nature ABHORS a vacuum".
c. We made some really ABHORRING costumes for the halloween party.
d. Psychologists tell us that people living in rooms painted purple develop an ABHORRENCE of that color.

4.
a. successive dry summers and scanty harvests in 1798 and 1799 caused severe SUFFRAGE for scottish farmers.
b. Strife in south africa has centered around the denial of SUFFRAGE to the nonwhite population.
c. Until amended in 1920, the U.S. constitution granted SUFFRAGE only to males.
d.British "SUFFRAGETTES" went on hunger strikes in prison to shame the government into letting women vote.

Question #3:

My wife has trouble satisfying my needs?

Now, granted, her sandwiches have improved noticeably, but she's still reluctant to take it in the backdoor and she also barely covers her oraI duties anymore. Can anyone please recommend camps/training facilities I can send her to? I don't think I can put up with this much longer...

Question #4:

Gers Whyte Link Up With Banstead Athletic?

What do you think of Chairman Whyte and his link-up with English minnows Banstead Athletic.. Banstead who average crowds of 30..Seemingly ..But look who is involved with this mob, Whyte’s right-hand man from Vital Holdings,Aidan Earley..

Whats he up to you may ask... A £3million scheme to buy their ground from the council, so why no money for Ally and he has money to put into this, granted maybe not all but something, which is more than Ally gets..
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Question #5:

I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANY MORE....WHAT SHOULD I DO??PLS HELP?

last year I broke up with my boyfriend. Its been 10 months but I am still hurting and I am not over my ex yet. I still love him. I cry every now and then for him. But when I was in the relationship he just took me for granted and never ever cared about me. He promised so many things to me but failed to keep them. I sacrificed lot of things for this guy but he never bothered .I am so hurt that I feel like finishing my life.When we were in relationship he always used to talk about his ex grlfrnd as if he was not over her yet.Never had time for me except sex. Never cared about my feelings. But I love him so much. Everything is finished now I know but he still calls every month and pretends that everything is fine and nothing happened. He calls me his good frnd, but I know I am not his frnd (damn he was my bf god). He is still non-commital.I dont contact him rather he contacts me every month. He was so coward that he was afraid to say I love you to me.

THEN WHY DOES HE CALLS EVERY MONTH WHEN EVERY THING IS FINISHED???? I AM FEELING STUCKED AND HOPELESS RIGHT NOW. IS THIS SOME KIND OF GAME FOR HIM??? PLS HELP ME

Question #6:

I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANY MORE....WHAT SHOUL I DO??PLS HELP?

I am a cancer-leo woman ,last year I broke up with my Virgo boyfriend. Its been 10 months but I am still hurting and I am not over my ex yet. I still love him. I cry every now and then for him. But when I was in the relationship he just took me for granted and never ever cared about me. He promised so many things to me but failed to keep them. I sacrificed lot of things for this guy but he never bothered .I am so hurt that I feel like finishing my life.When we were in relationship he always used to talk about his ex grlfrnd as if he was not over her yet.Never had time for me except sex. Never cared about my feelings. But I love him so much. Everything is finished now I know but he still calls every month and pretends that everything is fine and nothing happened. He calls me his good frnd, but I know I am not his frnd (damn he was my bf god). He is still non-commital.I dont contact him rather he contacts me every month. He was so coward that he was afraid to say I love you to me.

THEN WHY DOES HE CALLS EVERY MONTH WHEN EVERY THING IS FINISHED???? I AM FEELING STUCKED AND HOPELESS RIGHT NOW. IS THIS SOME KIND OF GAME FOR HIM??? PLS HELP ME WHAT SHOULD I DO ????



HE IS VIRGO SUN/MOON/MERCURY
I AM CANCER-LEO SUN/ARIES MOON/LEO MERCURY
Thanks guys for your support. I really appreciate your answers. I am a strong woman, kind,open minded,super caring and easy going. Guys say that I am very pretty too. But I don't know what happens to me when it comes to love I become so weak. I am obsessed with this guy.
LOVE YOU ALL..:)
@ Leesha even we cancers and leos dont like virgos at all coz they are so negative and boring..but when it comes to love you fall hard..thats life.

@Bethany,Jessica,Saggy ..thank u guys.

Question #7:

Whats your favorite wedding movie at the moment?

Mine

Four Weddings And A Funeral (1994)

BQ Name a movie that you like but wasn't impressed with the main character?

I'll go with Four Weddings And A Funeral (1994),thought Hugh Grant's character was annoying as he took ages to finish his sentences.
Hi Tarzan,nice to see you :)

Question #8:

F1 visa student marries USC but has to leave for US?

F1 visa student marries a US military serviceman but needs to leave for his home country. F1 visa student enrolled for a crash course in dressmaking in his home country prior to marriage. will his reason hold up for the immigration to allow him to return? what are the only valid reason to grant advance parole?

Question #9:

What would you name 6 kids?

Girl #1-
FIRST: Regina, Margaret, Crystal, Odessa, Julia, Gwendolyn, Yvette
MIDDLE: Samantha, Annabelle, Paige, Delilah, Willow, Taylor, Gabrielle

Girl #2-
FIRST: Geraldine, Audra, Nancy, Lola, Helen, Daisy, Irene
MIDDLE: Vivienne, Mackenzie, Priscilla, Grace, Isabelle, Ramona, Cadence

Boy #1-
FIRST: Harold, Marlon, Frederick, Douglas, Nigel, Stuart, Adrian
MIDDLE: Liam, Nathaniel, Paul, Elijah, Henry, Felix, Samuel

Boy #2-
FIRST: Neil, Alden, Beau, Whitney, Geoffrey, Darren, Leon
MIDDLE: Bentley, Carlisle, Jasper, Grant, William, Oliver, Marcus

Girl #3-
FIRST: Joella, April, Paulina, Melody, Esther, Valerie, Barbara
MIDDLE: Madeleine, Christine, Lynn, Genevieve, Josephine, Ella, Violet

Boy #3-
FIRST: Julian, Otis, George, Kelly, Wendell, Shelton, Curtis
MIDDLE: Rhys, Edward, Quinn, David, Sebastian, Ian, Chandler

Question #10:

Help with a song?????

So Im trying to write a song this is my first time, I know that it's gonna be bad but that's why I'm here for your help. So this is what I have down

Closing my eyes getting lost in my kind
Waiting for someone who isn't coming for me
I know that you felt nothing when I felt so much
I thought you were different
You took me for granted when I was so nice
Even though you've broken me so many times in the end I still forgive you

Sorry that is only a little bit but that's all I have. I need help arranging it so it can make sense. And if you have any ideas to incorporate or delete from it feel free to help me out. I'm only 15 so yeah. Uhmm well that's it if your can help that'll be awesome thanks.

Question #11:

Books for advanced 12 year old readers?

I am looking for some books to read, for my teacher is always commenting on how i should read a higher level of books because i am achieving higher levels in reading. I like most genres of books however, i dislike science fiction books and books that are too.. out there.. like aliens attacking earth and books like the Gone series by Micheal Grant are the type i REALLY don't like.
I like books that have murder or mystery or just some sort of twist.
Classical books are ALWAYS welcome.
Thank you for the suggestions (If you give any) :)

Question #12:

How do i keep my cousin from blackmailing me?

My cousin is exactly 9 months younger than me and we have grown up like sisters; we tell each other EVERYTHING. Well, I told her that I was getting health insurance through my father (my parents have been separated since i was a year old, now I am 21.) My mother is always lecturing my cousin about the things i have accomplished (basically comparing her life to mine.) and last week my cousin lost her health insurance due to an oversight in payment (she really needs her insurance as she has a health condition) anyway, my mom yelled at her so much that my cousin almost ratted me out (if my mom found out i had anything to do with my dad she would flip, i told her that i was paying for my own health insurance, which is partically true, i still pay for my co pays and prescriptions) now everytime my cousin has a health issue and calls my mom for help she tells me "if your mom lectures me about insurance again i swear ill rat you out". This is totally unfair as i have kept all of her secrets, even when she had a pregnancy scare and I had to go to the pharmacy and get a plan b for her.

She claims I have had my life handed to me where she has had to work for everything. Granted she has had it hard, but that gives her no right to wreck my life. the fact of the matter is: I have two families; niether of them want anything to do with the other but they both want me to be a part of it. my dad feels like he owes me something so am I wrong to let him pay for my insurance?

More importantly, How do I tell my mom the truth and/or keep my cousin from ratting me out?

Question #13:

Its all about my dogs?

My ex- came back to get some more of her stuff yesterday . Our divorce was just granted last week . Any way she wanted to take 2 of the 4 . 1 APBT and 1 Boxer . Of course i said YOU GOTTA BE NUTS . now this is what is funny the dogs completely ignored her and it upset her ( 2 FKN bad ) .
Now she says she is gonna try and take me to small claims court to get ownership of 2 of them . Okay here it is / should i tell her to stick it ? or go to small claims court . We did get the dogs together and nothing was said in our divorce papers that they were awarded custody to either of us.
Any suggestions ?
ADD: they were raised from pups together and they are 4yrs now
@ Domino mine
@ Rayven all registration papers Boxers AKC and the Pit Bull's UKC . All bills license micro and tags all list me as primary owner her name is nowhere mentioned : )
@ Helen in all the time we were together she never worked / had a job . But did work me over :)

Question #14:

Who is better, grant hill or pippen?



Question #15:

Who is your favorite gone character?

So, i am in love with the gone series by Michael Grant, they are the best books i have ever read!
Anyway, i was just wondering who your favorite character is from the books?
It can be from either gone, hunger, lies or plague, i really don't mind

My favorite is Toto, He's only in it for a breif moment but i love him :3
My other favorite is hunter, :3

Question #16:

How do I contact the landlord of an apartment complex?

I live in California. OK, so the restraining order against my mom was approved on 01/03/2012. I moved out around 11/10/2011, leaving most of my personal belongings behind. I requested in the order that she would be required by law to let me into her house accompanied by a police officer to retrieve them, which was granted, only this can't be enforced until she is served. I was advised by a trusted source that I could have someone leave a copy to someone else, ie. a neighbor, the landlord, etc., and mail another to her via Certified Mail. Now, I don't know of anyone else who would do this for me, since the police are refusing to do this after four previous attempts to serve her before the court hearing, but I have no idea how to get in touch with the landlord of the apartment complex where my mom lives. She is extremely difficult when it comes to complying with anything she doesn't agree with, so the landlord is my last option since I can't afford to pay $75 for a process server, I repeat, I CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY FOR A PROCESS SERVER. I tried Googling the address to the complex, no luck. You people who live in or used to live in an apartment complex; how did you find out how to get in touch with the owner? I need my stuff. I only have three pairs of pants, five shirts, three bras, ten pairs of underwear and socks and no heavy coat for the winter, most of which my mom gave me when I was in the mental hospital and some which my youth counselors (who can't serve her either because the organization they work for has a restraining order against her as well) bought for me at Walmart. If that's not enough motivation to get you to help me, then I am further convinced that a higher power that controls everything in the universe doesn't exist.

Question #17:

Business loans for women?

I am looking into opening a franchise in Jacksonville, FL and I heard about small business loans and grants for women. If anyone has any info on these sorts of things I would greatly appreciate it. I'm 20, and a working single mother.
I do have knowledge in the field, it's a full service salon/party place for children. I am a licensed cosmetologist and I also used to work for the company that I am trying to open. They closed it because the other owners had serious health violations.

Question #18:

I made a mistake going to school this semester?

I am 20 years old and I still have no clue what I'm doing in school. I was at my 4-year college and I was into hands on things. Then, I transferred to my CC and decided to take graphic design. The reason why I did it is cuz It seemed more marketable than fine arts and so my mom would get off my back about school. Before then, I've been in school every single semester including the summer since I graduated in 2010. I now have 9 credits this semester and I'm considering withdrawing one of my classes since I wasn't really putting any effort into it at all since I'm not that interested anymore. I was thinking about failing out, but I realized that failing is worse than withdrawing. Also, seeing that graphic design is all about computers, I don't want to be at a computer all day. I would have to owe some money if I was to do so since I have the pell grant. I'm hoping it's not that much. Anyway, I feel as if I should of taken a break this semester to figure myself out instead of picking something on a whim. I regret this decision I made because it may seem like I'm being lazy, but this road of my going to school so far has been really rocky. Is this a good choice I'm making for myself? I know whatever career I get into, I want to work with my hands and I don't want a desk job in front of a computer all day. I wouldn't mind using one if I have to, just not all of the time. In my life, I rarely go on my computer. The most amount of time i stay on my computer is up to 2-3 hours. My brother is the complete opposite and he can stay on a computer all day.

Question #19:

How do you deal with an angry spouse?

Okay, I don't know why, but it seems like it is really easy to get my husband to yell at me for basically no reason. For example, we were talking to our son about someone that my son knows, and I called him "grant" instead of "graham" (okay, my mistake) but my husband just went ballistic. Then I said, "well its okay, I am sure he knows who you meant." and he went ballistic again, yelling that it was ME who got the name wrong, so I should not have said "he knew who you meant"...but I was kind of flustered because of his yelling, so that is why I made another mistake in speaking. I did not understand why he was angry. He yells at me for small mistakes like the one I mentioned, that was just the most recent example.
He is extremely nice to most people, and he doesn't really have any other issues, it just seems that he gets really angry at...me...for no real reason. What should I do? I can't think of anything major I have done wrong. Has anyone else dealt with this issue?

Question #20:

I really want to drop one of my classes will it affect the next time I can receive a pell grant?

I am at my CC doing graphic design. I am totally unmotivated to finish the program because it's mostly computer work and one of my classes is Design I and we have a lot of projects assigned at one time and I just don't care for doing it. If I was to withdraw from that class would I only owe the tuition fee for that class which is 475? Would it affect how much of the pell grant I can get next semester since I would only have 6 credits instead of 9?





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